
I thought, at first, that being a mother of 3 was a piece if cake. I mean, the baby slept all day long and the other 2 are fairly independent. Well, then Clint went back to work. Morgan has been very emotional due to mama's attention being occupied. She wants so badly to help, but can only do so much. I try to let her do what she can. She certainly doesn't like to hear Grayson cry and she lets me know it all the time.
Jackson is, we'll, Jackson. He can be such a sweet mama's boy but gets very upset when mama can't do what he wants me to do. He's struggling with being more independent and not being capable of doing things for himself. He really loves to help Grayson. Every time Grayson cries Jacks is there with a pacifier or a toy or a kiss.
Grayson is almost 6 weeks old. He is so sweet and cuddly. However he loves to be held all day every day which makes it hard to get anything done. I have become so accustomed to having a clean and somewhat orderly home that it has caused a great deal of anxiety for me to not be able to keep up on the house work. I'm working very hard to overcome the feelings of inadequacy that I'm feeling. I admit I love rocking and cuddling Grayson all day. Even though there's times I could put him down and do some housework, I'm really enjoying taking a break from life and just enjoying him. I have to remind myself that no one ever died wishing they had kept their house cleaner, but usually they wish they had spent more time with the ones they love.
I felt like a champ this morning for getting 3 rooms vacuumed on the same day :) Clint has been gone for training so it's really been crazy around here. But I'm truly thankful for my little family and the joy they bring to me.
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